Strawberry Rhubarb Crumb Bars

Summer is a season of abundance, and the abundance is all around. In this summer’s earliest days, I’ve watched my small garden blossom. I’ve spent hours ambling through my parents’ overflowing gardens, marveling at the beauty of all that new life. I’ve walked outside and felt the sunshine streaming down, creating a feeling of more indulgence than I think I’m entitled to. I’ve felt the grass in the backyard of my new home under my toes, a mix of exhilaration and pride overwhelming the fear of this new responsibility. My life feels incredibly abundant lately — and the feeling of fullness sometimes makes me feel like I might explode.

It wasn’t all that long ago that things felt really hard. Personally I was struggling, professionally I wasn’t where I wanted to be, and it made my days feel lackluster and pointless. But I battled back, and have been incredibly rewarded for that effort. Now, a rough week at work makes me reflect on how much I’m growing and learning. A difficult interpersonal interaction gives me pause, and makes me consider how I might be able to remedy the situation without argument or accusation. There is a rosy sheen to my days, even the bad ones, that I’m completely unaccustomed to. It feels like a giant blessing that I’m not sure I’ve even earned, and I wish I could share it with everyone I touch.

It could be young love. It could be my incredible family. It could be my new home, or my rewarding job, or my closest friends. It could be the sun hitting my face at just the right angle, or the movement of water around my when I bob in a lake or wade into the ocean. There are so many occasions now – big and small – that just make life glow in a way that it hasn’t before. I’ve learned to be grateful for everything I have, but it feels now that my gratitude can’t even begin to repay the goodness around me.

For Father’s Day weekend I was home with my family, and harvested rhubarb from my parents’ garden for these bars. It’s a certain luxury to be able to walk a handful of steps outside your back door, and find loads of fresh produce ready for the taking. Something about that simple act never gets old.

These bars are lovely – part crumb bar, part fruit bar, and 100% summer in a pan. They’re easy and delicious, and sure to become a favorite. I used white wheat flour which lent a wonderful nuttyness, enhanced by gobs (and gobs) of butter. I’d like to try them with rhubarb only, as I think the base could handle a bit more tart, but as they were, they were wonderful. You all know I’m not typically a recipe-repeater, but I think I’ll probably make this one again.

And as for all that abundance… I don’t know who determines good fortune in this world – whether it’s more luck or hard work or fate or God – but I’m so grateful to whomever/whatever that governing force is. Life is good.